Withdrawals and Impulses

I'm having Internet withdrawals.

$700 (spent impulsively) on a crap computer. $5/day for the wrong kind of router. $51/month for internet.

AND I'M STILL NOT CONNECTED.

I can feel my anxiety crawling up the skin on my arm, but I can't scratch it away. I want to download music. I want to read new stories. I want to browse Craigslist for a new ktichen table. I want an unneccessary onslaught of information that may or may not be reliable. I want to judge that information.

And, I'm not gonna lie .... I want my internet porn back!

Patience. Patience.

Anyway, I'm returning the stupid Compaq and getting a MAC. Fuck it.
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Currently preparing for Rock the Bells. Final celebration of the Summer! Yayers.